Hi everyone, I just had my first m/c last week (and hopefully my last!!! Fingers crossed!!!).
I woke up Tuesday morning and was bleeding bright red, and I just knew what was happening. I went to my RE's office with DH, and somehow managed to keep it together during the ultrasound (there was nothing in there to see at that point), while in the waiting room, during the consultation with the doctor, and walking out to the car. I was even cracking jokes (the doctor must have thought I was crazy), but it was either that or have a complete melt-down right there! Then I cried the whole way home.
It sucks, because it took me a year of IUI's and fertility stuff to get pregnant in the first place. I know it will happen for me again, but I'm frustrated that I have to wait around for my next cycle to start. I just want to get back into TTC because I feel like I'm sitting here wasting time. I thought I was fine emotionally, but then I started crying again yesterday just out of frustration - knowing that I have to just wait around for AF to show up before I can start TTC again.
Thanks for listening!