After waiting 2 weeks from when the pregnancy tests started going negative AF is finally here (over a week late). It is a weird sense of relief and sadness. I have been trying to stay away from PO for the most part because I can't stop going over to the birth board to follow along with the ladies that I would have been a part of if I could have stayed. There are a couple of girls from the other BB that I'm on over there too and I care about their stories and issues but I just can't hear about it right now. I'm trying not to feel sorry for myself but it's hard. DH is being better but I think he is relieved too that AF finally came. It's like we can move on now. My b-day is next week and I actually completely forgot about it. DH mentioned it last night and it was like the last 2 weeks have been a total blur. I guess it's just been a lot on my mind. I really just want to feel happy again. I want to be happy for our friends with the new baby and I want to be happy for the pg women that I know. I guess it's just a matter of time.