AGH! I've been doing so good not breaking down the last few days. Then today I have been feeling SO nauseated-just like i was when i was pregnant. I'm starting to think it's the prenatals b/c as soon as i started taking them when i was p/g i started feeling that way...but the dr told me to keep taking them just in case i get pregnant again anytime soon. Who knows...i don't go back to the dr until thursday. if they tell me my levels are still high and i have to have surgery again i think i will scream. THEN i have these feelings that I'm ovulating...I just had my D&C 2 weeks ago tomorrow and would have been 10 weeks tomorrow-every tuesday is a constant reminder of what would of been. I'm not supposed to be feeling like this anymore. I'm supposed to be pregnant and getting fatter...not this monthly crap. I just completely lost it a little while ago...sorry, just had to vent. i need another week just to myself...i say we all fly to some remote island and have a big party together!