Well, I guess this is the start of it. I was supposed to go in Mon to confirm my slow rising hcg levels to be a failed pregnancy, but it looks like Its being confirmed now. I started to bleed lightly today. Im not cramping and its not heavy yet, so I guess this probably the start. Well, at least now I know for sure. I can start to heal and go forward. Thank you all for your kind words. Oh and on another good note, my dh is in town until Wed, so hopefully this whole ordeal will be over by then, at least the physical part. The mental part may take some time. THis may be the way I end my child bearing days, how sad is that? NOT the way I wanted it to end!