Tomorrow my little angel should be turning 2. Instead she is in Gods arms. I miss her so much. I see other babies and think what life would be like. How she would love her baby brother. I miss her so much. I cant help but to wish I had been there and I still blame myself for her death. Although I know SIDS cant be prevented I still wish I had been there. Maybe it wouldnt have happened.
Anyways thanks for listening. Happy birthday Princess. Mommy loves you.
Thanks ladies. It has been a hard day. Rachel - I am doing well. Coping with lots of stress and worried all the time. I cant wait for the day that the only stress I have is the loss of my baby. That way I can focus on her and healing. I think about you alot. I hope you are doing well.