:bighug: hope your weekend goes a little better. one day at a time, trust your beliefs and hug those that love you.
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:bighug: hope your weekend goes a little better. one day at a time, trust your beliefs and hug those that love you.
Gah! One of my co-workers brought her newborn in.... He is now 2 months old. I was torn, I wanted to hold him but I was afraid to .... I am on edge now, fighting tears...
This is no fair!! (and yes, I know life is not fair....) I want a baby!
Ugh! Found out today that a co-worker is due the day before I was supposed to be due. I really hope the new job comes through as I don't think I can handle this one.
*hugehugs* I just saw and read this entire thread and while I knew it must have been very difficult for you, I simply had no idea how much. :(
Thanks Sophia. Most days I am doing ok but it is so freaking hard on others.
I am "new" in this board and I can just tell you I feel for you...
I have 2 baby shower this week end and I both "cancel" I didn't told my friend WHY but I just can do it right now...
Just going to get cute NB clothes for them was already a torture for me..
hang in there and hope the new Job comes !!!
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Ouch, I can imagine how hard that must be. Life is not fair. Knowing that does not make dealing with the fact any easier. It is ok to be anrgy and upset, it does not make you a bad person. Only one who is going through grief.
Ouch! I can understand why you would cancel on the baby showers. Not sure I am up for that myself and it was been 4 weeks since my d&c.Quote:
Originally Posted by keops
Why do I say that I "lost" a baby. I did not lose anything, my baby died. I really don't understand how that term even came about describing a m/c. I don't mind when other women say that they lost a baby but I find myself getting mad at myself for saying I lost the baby. I get the image in my head that I put the baby down somewhere and left it there... I did everything I could possible to provide a nurturing home for my baby, I ate well, kept my sugars on target, got as much rest as I could... and still my baby died.
I see my one counsellor on monday, still waiting to hear from the counsellor from the early loss program. The early loss program called on friday to check up on me and will call again next week. It does help having them to talk to, even if it is over the phone.
There was a women who posted on here called Michelle who wrote a book about that. The fact she did not "lose" he baby she had a miscarriage.
Please know you did nothing wrong! What happened was not your fault and nothing your did or did not do cause you to have a micarriage.