Today is Robbie's 6th birthday. I love him so much and excited to see him grow up but I am missing Bailey. The women on my BB are having their gender scans and while excited for them I miss being pregnant.
Thanks ladies. My doctor added a 2nd antidepressant to my mix of medications, it seems to be helping. I still miss my baby but doing better. I will also be starting counselling with reproductive mental health which I am sure will help.
I love how just when I think I am doing better something happens to stir up my memories of Bailey...
Last night Robbie asked to read the book "Remembering our baby". It is a book for children to deal with m/c grief. Oh my! It was so hard reading it with him. I am happy that he can talk about feeling sad but it hurt me as well.
Last edited by mom2robbie; 11-13-2011 at 10:29 PM.
Robbie starts grade 1 tomorrow and it really reminds me that I should be almost done baking Bailey. How am I going to get through October? I just want another baby. Am I being selfish? We can afford another child and we would love another child. Am I selfish that I want to give birth and not adopt yet? Adoption is so good but I want to be pregnant. I want to feel my baby kicking.