As most of you know I miscarried Rebecca in June. Since then I have had major depression and panic attacks making it so hard I could not work. I have been on disability for 6 months. I have to return soon. I was feeling really good until I got a call from my primary care doctor. My cholestrol and trigycerides are through the roof. Tris are 800 and they should be 150. Needless to say he put me on medicine to decrease it. Another medicine that I can not take if and when I get pregnant again. We were planning on April/May but I can't take this medication while pregnant because it is a class C. Why does life have to be so hard. I feel like I am being punished at every turn. Isn't it enough that I lost my beautiful daughter, did I have to develop depression and anxiety with it and know this cholestrol thing. I am only 33 years old and I am on more medicine then my 85 year old grandmother. I just want to be healthy and looking forward to having a baby.