One of the many things I wonder about is what colour would her eyes have been?
I have hazel eyes but on my mom's side of the family there are lots of dark brown eyes. There are blue eyes on my dad's side. Hubby's family have mostly blue eyes. Our son has beautiful blue eyes. Everyone always comments on them. I wonder what Lily's eyes would have looked like.
For those few moments that I saw her she had her daddy's lips and nose, just like her brother. Her brother now looks like a mini me. Who would she have looked like?
All the little things that I would have taken for granted in the past I now desperately wish I could know about. What would she have been like? I always envisioned her as my little devil. I figured she would having me doing circles as her brother is so easy going.
I envisioned her with fiery red hair and a personality to match. She actually seemed to have fair hair (only saw her for a few moments).
I'm so sorry that you didn't get to see her for longer. You should be holding her right now. The only consolation I can give you is that one day you'll be reunited... and you can hold you forever.
...Alana came to me in a dream a few weeks after lost her. The thing I remember most is her eyes, she had her father's eyes... they were so beautiful. She was so beautiful that I don't even have words to describe it, but I will never forget that dream as long as I live. She was so happy... I knew that she was safe and loved. I knew that she loves us, and understood that we love and miss her everyday.
I understand what it's like to torture yourself thinking about what they would have been like. It hurts so much to know that we will miss everything in their lives. We might get to see it with other children, but we will always wonder what our angel babies would have looked like and acted like. Who they would have been friends with or married. What they would have been passionate about. What interests they would have had.