I'm doing emotionally better these days. I have my follow up appoint tomorrow.
DH just booked us a vacation!!! It's for our 1st wedding anniversary! We leave Oct 3rd and come back Oct 8th we are taking the Royal Carribean crusie to Grand Caymen and Cozmel.. and I cannot wait to get out of here and it has given me something to look forwards to
I think I'm having my first AF, it's so heavy and clotty. I've been bleeding/spotting for 24 days now. I go for my follow up appt tomorrow. Beta is now at 5 at least and hoping I can book my LEEP procedure and get that over with.
Think this summer is a total bust for me though, oh well. On the plus side... I started new homeopathic meds and cleansing routine. My Osteopathic doctor got me all the stuff and she's been on this program a few weeks her self. One of the meds is for female balance, hormones. Another is for my Dysplasia. Oh, when she told me she wasn't wearing any makeup at all, I was floored! Her skin is perfect and she thinks it's from this stuff.
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I just got back from Montana, went with a friend and her family to some property they own on the lake. Horseback riding, kayaking out on the lake, lazing around the porch. This is my friend who also had a m/c, and went through it very much alone, so I can rely on her not to make stupid comments that are meant kindly. She's one of the few people I really feel comfortable around, everyone else still seems a little on edge as to whether they need to say something or not, avoid the topic or not, or ask how I am or not. It's nice that they care and want to make me comfortable, but in doing so they make me want to scream at them.
And LA is HOT. Very, very, miserably hot right now. I can't buy ice cream bars because by the time I get it from grocery store to home, it's half melted. Even if I stick it in an ice chest in the car. Thank goodness for air conditioning, otherwise I would just be a melted puddle on the floor.
How's everyone else's weather?
Hi ladies, my doctor assured me I'm having my period and not part of my miscarriage. So she's going to book my LEEP soon, maybe in the next 2 weeks (fingers crossed!). She said after that is done, I have to repeat my Pap two weeks after surgery and then if all is well, we can start TTC again.
Hey girls! Summer is flying by quickly. I go back to school in 3 weeks
We are actively TTC again, and I have an appointment on Wednesday to talk w/my OB about my crazy periods. Hopefully whatever is causing all the spotting is an easy fix and I'll be on the mend. Hope you guys are doing well. Whitewolf, I'm crossing my fingers for you!