I just wondered how you are all doing? I know we are all in this awful journey but i wanted to know how you were? Good or bad.
I am having a good week, thankfully. I went back to work last week and that has helped with getting my mind focusing on other things than grief.
Last Friday i met a few of the girls off the UK board - we went to Sarah (Uropachild) house who some of you may know from here. That was a lovely day.
I have a friend who was due the same time as i was. I haven't seen her since i lost my baby. I have been dreading seeing her and getting quite worked up about it in my mind. I met a few friends on Sunday night for a drink and when i walked in the pub, my pregnant friend was there. I didn't know she would be there. I think it helped not knowing as i had not got all worked up. I was ok - had a few tears well up in my eyes at one point, but sat next to her and talked to her and even managed to ask her about her pregnancy. So i am pleased that "first" has passed.
On the whole i am ok but still not right, of that makes sense?