Hi, I'm new to this board. I had a m/c in 06 at 10 weeks and I never though it would be so hard to deal with. We were TTC for a year but it wasn't until the m/c that I truly realized how much I want a baby. Two months after the loss I went full swing in the TTC mode again. I was driving DH crazy!
The m/c made me fear that I may never be able to have a child. Logically I know it's ridiculous, I know the statistics are in my favor (just like they were with my pregnancy... I hate statistics...)
3 weeks ago when I found out I was pregnant again. I was trying real hard not get attached to my baby. I was cramping throughout the 3 weeks, the doctors said it was normal as long as there was no bleeding. Yesterday I started to get pain in my lower back, and I started spotting today. It's exactly how it occurred last time. I am so sad.
I don't know how to break the news to my husband. His father is terminally ill and doing very badly right now (the doctors say it could be hours or a week). The whole family is by his side. DH doesn't need this and I need to support him not give him more bad news...
This has just been a bad year.
Thanks for letting me vent on this board. I really need this.