I just can't take the pain that I'm feeling. I'm fine most of the time, but then I get these moments of uncontrolable crying. I know that there is nothing I could have done differently. I know these things just happen. But eventhough I know this, why am I still thinking about what if.....???!!!!! What if I didn't complain about the nausea? What if I forced my prenatals down, even if they made me sick? What if I stayed off my feet more? What if I ate healthier? What if.......? Anyone else going/went through this? And now I have to wait till Monday to get me D&C. I just want it over with! The thought of my baby still inside me is killing me! I'm hoping nothing will happen from now till Mon. I don't think I can handle going through all the pain and bleeding. I have been bleeding and cramping since Tuesday night, but nothing worse then a light period. I just want it done and over with. Thanks for letting me vent!