So i'm having quite a hard time right now. For the past 17 months I have always had somewhere to belong, either on the TTC 0-12 months, then onto the clomid board, then onto a birth board (sept), but now, I am no longer pregnant, but have yet so miscarry, so i am not trying again, so i feel like i am in limbo have don't have anywhere to go. Even in real life, i'm a person who likes to have control of every situation, and obviously i have no control over what is happening to me, and although i have the most wonderful husband ever, and a very supportive family, i feel alone. I think that most people (who have never been through this) think that because it happened so early (between 6-8 wks) that its not that big a deal, and that we just have to pick up and move on. They don't realize that its just not that easy. I just thank god that there is this board that i can come to where other people know what i am going through. I just wish i could figure out how to deal with all of this in the real world.