I had a miscarriage with a D&C on 12/19/08. I should have been almost 11 weeks by that time, but they think the baby stopped developing at 6-7 weeks.
I can't stop obsessing about the baby I lost, the future I lost, and reading my old birth board and getting P*SSED at all the women complaining about their morning sickness or other PG symptoms.
I am single, 35, and with no prospects for boyfriends/husbands in the near future... I am obsessing about 'running out of time' to ever have a baby, as well as being scared to get PG again because of the fear of another m/c.
I just want my baby back. I want to be planning a nursery and get excited about being in the 2nd trim, etc... instead i'm supposed to 'move on' and be 'normal'.