Hi! I do not know if any of you remember me, but I was a frequent poster here on Pregnancy.org. I have not been on here in almost 2 years. It was just too painful to be here when I lost my baby. (April 2,2007). It still hurts more than i thought that it would. I thought by now the pain would subside. I was told that it would. I have made so many mistakes and hurt so many people that i cared about. I want to get back to doing the things that i have always enjoyed but sometimes is seems like it is a selfish thing to do. I still go and see my baby at the cemetary when i am able to get in. (they do not plow during the winter months). Anyways, I hope to become a more frequent poster again. I hope that I am able to help each and everyone of you and I hope to become friends once again with the people I lost touch with in the last 2 years. Take Care!