I am having a rough time right now. It has almost been 2 1/2 months since we lost Abby. A month ago I was doing so much better that I am right now. I am not sure if it is because I know that I would be feeling her move all around or that I would be gettting a huge belly. I find myself really longing to be pregnant agian but yet so so scared to do it all over. I use to be able to look at my old BB and be so happy for evreyone, I love looking at all the U/S pics but now I can't it makes me so angry that I will never hold my baby. Everyone always says time only makes it better but I have to say time has only mad it worse on me. Anyone else gone or going though this?
Abbigail Leigh March 14,08 14 weeks :angel13: