I'm Jes and I'm new to this board. I was on the fertility board, specifically the clomid board from August until November. Then I stopped because I found out that I was pregnant. This week I found out I wasn't anymore. Why? Why me? That's the one question that pounds in my head and heart preventing me from eating or sleeping.
Let me give one more detail... 6 years ago... I was pregnant and 6 and a half months along when something went wrong and I went into labor. She came breach and didn't make it.
I just don't understand why some people endure so much tragedy and others not. Don't get me wrong, I don't wish this even on my worst enemy as the pain at times is so overbearing!
I can't see a therapist until next Thursday, today is the first day I'm completely alone as my husband had to return to work. I know things happen for a reason and when it's meant to be it will happen... I just need help to not loose hope...
Thanks for listening