Tomorrow is the egg retreival day. IVF will probably be on Friday. I don't know why, but I feel like I am dishonoring Tess by doing this so soon. I'm 40 and don't have lots of time. I'm scared that we won't get pregnant or if we do, I'll lose another.
Pray for us please. The surgery is tomorrow at 7:30am.
Wishing you all the luck in the world. I'll be thinking about you and Tess. Just know that this is no dishonor to her. All our personal beliefs are different, but I've always believed that the best way to honor those we've lost is to live well and fully.