Hi ladies! I hope you don't mind if I join you all. I'm really sorry in advance if I offend anyone by what I say here, but I'm just so sad and confused. :confused: I'm Amber and I have a little Clomid miracle who's 13 1/2 months old. We conceived her after losing 3 prior pregnancies, so I think of her as my little miracle.
So, we've been TTC for almost a year again now and have had 2 losses in that time and I'm currently about to have another. I started 100 mgs of Clomid this cycle and conceived, but I just found out today that my HcG levels have fallen instead of doubling and I'm just waiting to m/c again. Isn't that the worst thing ever? You know what's coming, you know it's inevitable and there's nothing you can do but wait it out.
This will be the 6th pregnancy that I've lost. I have PCOS and have a progesterone deficiency, but even with progesterone supplements and a decent prog level (14.2 today) I still wasn't able to sustain a pregnancy. I just don't understand why? I had an u/s that showed that my lining was nice and thick--perfect for a bean to snuggle into. I don't understand why my body keeps rejecting pregnancies? I don't understand why some women are blessed with one healthy, uncomplicated pregnancy after another and I'm not. I've begged, pleaded, tried to bargain with God time and time again and it's gotten me no-where. I've pretty much lost faith at this point. Sorry for the rambling, I'm just feeling a bit down today!