I found out today that I am m/cing. I started bleeding yesterday morning but it has stopped. I went in to see my doctor today and found out that I miscarried. I haven't bled since yesterday morning, but they gave my some cytotec to help my body "start the process", and if not then I will have to go in for a D&C. (I forgot to mention that I'm BFing so I'm not going to take it). This was a surprise baby, but not loved any less. I feel like I "wished the baby away" because we weren't TTC. I just can't help feel like it's my fault. I'm just devastated... I never even thought about this happening. My sweet little angel baby will be in Heaven with my Dad - I'm sure that he will take care of her until I am able to join them.