Its been awhile since I've been here. I lost my little angel on December 2nd. I have been having some really hard days, with my due date just 6 short weeks away right now. I HAVE to go to a shower this Saturday (its my husbands cousin, and everyone would be highly offended if I didn't go), and am not looking forward to it. She was due just 2 days before me. I have talked to her, and let her know that I don't want her to mask herself in front of me. They have tried for years, and were not able to conceive, so they so deserve this. I just want my baby sooo bad right now. I don't really have any questions, just coming to vent. I am so sorry for all the loses that you all have experienced.