hey girls its been a while since I posted here..I guess I just been trying so hard to keep myself busy but its not working..as march approcahes im getting more and more sad as march was my birth month...march 29th to be exact....I guess its starting to really hit me that I miss my child I have been trying to ignore it so much,going to parties and hanging with friends but its still hard cause I come home and feel this house so empty..I feel empty inside still its 5 months and 6 days and it still feels so raw you know what I mean.........I only had my angel inside me for 12 wks but as soon as I knew I was pregnant after 5 yrs of trying it was incredible how in love I was with my little bean...I was totally head over heals in love and now my heart has lost its rythem it doesnt beat the same anymore and never will....Im sorry for venting this way I just need to let these feelings and teaRs flow cause im drowning inside myself.....
FOR MY ANGEL.............
MY ANGEL I MISS YOU MORE AND MORE EVERYDAY..LIFE WITHOUT YOU JUST ISNT THE SAME...I LOVE YOU SO MUCH..ME AND DADDY MISS YOU AND YOU ALWAYS WILL REMAIN MY 1ST CHILD EVEN IF YOU DIDNT GET THE CHANCE TO BREATH YOUR SPECIAL TO ME...THE LORD KNEW WHAT WAS BEST FOR YOU AND DECIDED YOU NEED TO BE RIGHT NEXT TO HIM WATCHING OVER ME AND YOUR DADDY...WE MISS YOU ALWAYS AND ON YOUR DUE DATE MARCH 29TH WE WILL RELEASE A BALLOON IN THE AIR FOR YOU AND HOPE IT REACHES HEAVEN AND A CANDLE WILL BURN THAT DAY IN YOUR MEMORY....WE LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU......LOVE ALWAYS MOMMY
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Yes! We do know what you mean. No need for apologies.
That letter to your baby was absolutely beautiful. Unfortunately we all understand your grief and anguish. Just remember that there is only one right way to grieve and that is your way. Please come here and let it out any time that you need to. Angelversaries are always hard.
Im so sorry Abby. It does not matter how far along along you are when you lose a baby, the fact is you lost a little life, and that is so hard to deal with.
Please dont apologise for being sad, we all feel it and understand. Im sure its still totally normal to feel this way no matter how long it has been. Like pp said approaching an anniversary is always a difficult time for us. I will be thinking of you.
I loved the letter to you baby (((hugs to you)))
Your letter is beautiful. ((HUGS))
thanks girls......I seriously dont know how I could make it through these rough times with people like you guys who can understand me...thanks soo much its so much better having ppl who understand you be there for you thanks.....
Just want to send hugs your way. I found it hard as I approached the 6 month mark. EDD is also incredibly difficult time to get through. One of my friends just pointed out to me that this was the month that our babies were conceived (she lost her child too). I wonder if somehow my body clued into that as well because I've been having a few rough days again.
Another board I am on has a section called angel messages. I often send a message to Lily there. I find it helpful.
Lily Maria Kathleen August 10, 2007
im so sorry. it is so hard, i know. you loved you little one, and he/she knew that, and that love wont ever be forgotten.
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