Today is Jeremiahs 1st birthday sadly I wont be having a party or cake or any of the usual things. I'm living on memories today thinking of all that should of been. This is Jeremiahs montage that showed his short life. I know we're all pregnant and this is a sensitive subject to watch things and realize that babies don't always make it through their struggles.
So please if you decide to watch his video realize it's not a "happy" story it is sad and shows pictures of him after he got sick and had surgery. He was in renal failure, swollen and on a vent.
Thank you ladies for the kind words. It was a hard day but the days surronding it were worse I think. Just all the old feelings of anger and guilt that come back up. While I am exteremly greatful for the time we had together it still seems so unfair he isn't here to celebrate his birthday and I'm left with empty arms. I guess it'll never make sense.
I fixed the link and if you would like to view his video you should be able to.
I watched it and i made it right until the end with only a few tears until the part where it said you think about the people that never got to meet him and you feel sorry for them. That really got me! I know i said it before, but i dont mind saying it again. He is such a cute little guy and i can easily see why you are so proud of him.