So it has been almost a month since we found out we lost this pregnancy. I am being followed by an RE since we were on fertility meds, and have now been back about 6 times for u/s and follow-ups to determine whether or not the pill-induced m/c has worked. Well, it does not seem that it has after two tries, and I am just so frustrated. We told our RE after this lost pregnancy that we were going to take a long break from ttc and now it just feels like they truly don't care about this process. I sort of feel like I am in limbo. I keep having to go to a place where they spend the majority of their time trying to get people pregnant, and all I want is for this one to be over. When I went in for my last u/s he told me to take the pills and said he did not need to see me again for a follow-up u/s, which I thought was really strange - shouldn't they want to make sure that everything is gone, especially after the first attempt was not successful? That is when I truly started to feel like they just want to be done with me. This sucks!! I know the next step is a d&c, which is what I want at this point, but they want me to come in for yet another u/s on Thurs. I know they need to do it, but I just don't want to go back there. I so wish I was back at my ob/gyn, but it just seems logistically easier to stay since the RE knows this pregnancy history. Sorry about the rant - I just want to move forward from this. And it is hard to feel sort of unsupported by the docs and somewhat tossed aside. As always, thanks for listening.