I lost my pregnancy this past Monday at 10w6days. I don't really know why I'm posting other than to seek comfort. I feel very alone - it was a cold, awful experience (spent in the ER - which also coincided with my DD's 2nd birthday). Had not ever picked up the HB throughout the pregnancy via doppler and I was finally one day before my ultrasound - woke up bleeding and it happened naturally that evening. I hate HATE that I lost the baby on the same day I was supposed to be celebrated my sweet girl's birthday. I'll always associate it with that. I am heartbroken beyond belief, and yet, I feel like I'm not entitled to be this sad. I keep wondering what I did wrong this time. Why it happened. They told me the baby stopped growing at 6 weeks. Seriously? And I carried it around, thinking I was pregnant, for 5 more? I was gaining weight and in maternity clothes and we had names picked out. I'm just beside myself. I have no history of miscarriage and two healthy kids - I just don't know where else to turn and am hoping for some words from those who have been through this.