Hello Group,

My name is Tamara. I'm 38 years old and the mother of 4 wonderful boys ages 18, 15, 10 and 8. I suprisingly found out I was pregnant in August and our family was excited about the possiblity of having a girl in the family.

Last night, I lost the baby. I miscarried in public and in a dramatic way. My two oldest boys witnessed the very graphic process. I was rushed to emergency..and everything ended there.

I took for granted I have had 4 healthy pregnancies. I thought this one would be the same. I am devasted beyond belief. I can't stop crying...I can't stop asking why.

I hope to find comfort among women who understands. I intend to support you as well. I'm trying to start the healing process...it is hard, though.

Thanks so much,