I am so so sorry to read what pain you have gone through. A pain i know all too well too. It breaks my heart to hear others having to have the same suffering.
April 11th I had exactly the same happen to me. My daughter was 16 weeks along when her heart stopped beating and i too was induced. Those first few weeks are a haze when i look back, but there is light to look towards and i hope you can find that too. If you need to talk please feel free to PM me.