Missing... {Pet Death Mentioned}

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Missing... {Pet Death Mentioned}

Today is hard. Bittersweet. Like now it really is the end, even though the "end" was March 8th. Today is BeBe's due date.

It hurt so much walking up to work this morning, because this is where I would have delivered {also where I lost her Sad } I have walked this walk many times, but today, it hit me. I had chills & a migraine that just won't go away.

Just because September couldn't get any better for me, I had to come home last night to find our baby bunny had died. We only had her about a month & she was only about 2 months old. All we can figure, is that because somehow she got her little back leg stuck between the bars that are not spaced very far apart. That is the way I found her.

Tomorrow marks 2 months since great grampa had his stroke, the 25 will 2 months since we lost him & the 27 will be one year since I lost my Gramma.

I just want it over. I want to wake up tomorrow & it be October...

Sorry, I am not looking for a pity party, I am just sad, that's all Sad

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Honey you are more than entitled to a pity party if you want one!!

:bighug:

It sounds like you've been having a really hard time, and i dont blame you for feeling sad. I'm so sorry your bunny died and i'm sorry too that BeBe's EDD is affecting you. Things are bound to get on top of you when so much weighs on your mind.

Just keep plodding along and October will be here soon. That's what i keep telling myself, but longer term. I'm like, just keep plodding along and next year will be here soon. ::sigh::

I really hope this is just 'one of those days' and you start to feel brighter soon, but if not that's fine. We're here for you. :comfort:

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hugs! I'm sorry you lost your little bunny, and all the losses you have had in the last yr. Hugs!

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So sorry this is all happening at once. I am a bunny owner too and would miss her dearly. It does seem like God gives us alot to deal with at once sometimes. But he also gives us the tools to get through....We just have to search for them sometimes.
Take care of yourself. So sorry to hear about what happened.

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I am so very sorry for the loss of your baby bunny.

My only advice for you right now is to just breathe. Try to take one moment at a time. That is my mantra right now....just one moment at a time.

I am keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.

Shelly

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I'm sorry all those things hit at once, I can't imagine how hard it must be for you. I hope the rest of the month flies by and isn't too painful.
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Diane-

I am so, so sorry. I hope the rest of September flies by for you.

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I'm sorry you're having such a bad day. Sounds like you need a good long hard cry and a nap. That's what I do on days like that. I just need to skip at least a part of the day. I'm so sorry your baby bunny died on top of it all.

Julie