So today was going to be my 2nd day back to work since our loss. I went yesterday and everything was fine... it was a little hard to be telling the people who didn't know yet (there was one woman at my work who would ask me everyday how I felt, she was so sweet and so interested in our pregnancy) but other than that it was okay. Today I go in and I'm a little bit late (I was babysitting my sister's kids... hard on its own)... like not even 15 minutes, but anyway MY manager (too much of a wuss to even do it himself) sends me to go talk to a different manager (the one I've been closer too and who was really helping support me through all the pg worries I've been having) and he pulls me into the office and straight up says "the other two managers feel like they've told you a lot not to be late. I tried to stick up for you cause I know you've got a lot going on right now... but it was 2 against 1 and they decided to terminate you." Then he just walks out of the office.
I haven't even been there for over a week... there is SO much going on in my life right now.. and I mean, I've worked there for two years! I've given up EVERY holiday to be at work, I've put in to many extra hours and done everything they've asked me plus more!
This is just ridiculous... I can't believe they fired me. DSO job can't pay for our new apartment alone, let alone anything else. I'm the one who makes money. Plus he's shipping out for the marines in less than a month... I have to find a new job now and this is not a good time. We don't have anything saved up... and I'm worried about having extra expenses from the hospital bills and such. I have this weird insurance from the state that only covers adults if you're pregnant (its to make sure all kids get healthcare...they don't have one for adults)... so I'm worried that they won't cover anything that's happened since the loss. Like the hospital, drs appointments and blood work... if they don't cover that, I don't know what I'll do.
Its kinda okay... I hated that job and had already started looking for a new one... but I was really waiting to get a new job lined up before I quit so we wouldn't be without money. *sigh*
Thanks for letting me vent guys.