I went in for my second u/s today to confirm a vanishing twin. It was confirmed, but they also found that there was no heartbeat in the one that we saw two weeks ago. It stopped beating and growing.
I am having a D&C Monday morning. My pre-op is this afternoon. We found this out through a specialist who deals in Maternal-Fetal Medicine so I am pretty sure there is no mistaking it. She is going to run some tissue tests to determine a reason and then we are going in for some genetic testing.
This is the second m/c in 6 months. The first was a confirmed blighted ovum at about 3-4 weeks. My cycles have been sporatic so they put me on clomid to regulate them in May.
I am so scared! Terrified that this is it. That I am not meant to have children in this world. I am also so worried about the D&C and that it will do damage. At the same time, I am terrified my body will start to m/c this weekend before the D&C. I am not sure I can mentally handle that.