A close friend had her little girl today (she has two sons). While I am of course happy for her, wow, I did not know I would take it this hard. I have been trying to prepare myself, and still. I should have a 5 month old baby right now, and I should have also just found out what I was having. This is just not fair. My heart just hurts. I need to go see her and the baby probably today, so pray for some strength for me. I have so few ppl that I can actually talk to about this stuff, my dh and my sister, everyone else, it just doesn't go over well, cause they just don't get it. Thanks for letting me vent.