Ladies I am suffering so bad. I m/c on June 18, 2007 and it still hurts. All I can do is cry. I have had anxiety in the past and it has returned worse than ever. I can't even work. I am in therapy but it doesn't seem to go anywhere. How can I talk to someone who has never been in my shoes. Yes she may seem like she knows, but only those who have lost can understand our pain. I miss my beautiful daughter everyday. It just will hit my out of the blue, oh my god I lost her. And then the mourning and pain starts all over again. I don't know how so many of you can go through this and come out on the other side alright. When will the pain and heart ache be manageable? I think I was numb until the month after her lost then I was flooded with emotions. I don't know, maybe I would be better numb.
I can't talk with my husband because he grieves differently than me. People at work are insensitive butt heads. My family things I am going crazy. That I should be alright by now. I just want to hold my baby one last time. I didn't have enough time with her or to even really say goodbye. The shock of the delivery and pain was all I could focus on. Thanks for listening. Any responses would be appreciated.