Need to vent and don't know where else to go (preg ment)
I'm 4 weeks past d&c. I've had ongoing issues the whole four weeks. Bleeding, clots, cramps, etc. Started seeing an acupuncturist who did treatment to stop the pain and gave me a herbal drink to help 'clean me out'. The cramping stopped about 2 weeks ago and I passed a large clot on the weekend which I hope is the end of that. The bleeding stopped about 24-36 hours later and my bbs are now completely back to normal.
Needless to say it has been a very long, emotional 6 weeks or so and I really haven't been able to move forward. My DH is adamant he doesn't want any more children now which has just made me feel the loss all the more. Plus, I haven't had the opportunity yet to really deal with this and move forward. I have an appointment with the gyn next week to get the karyotyping results. That will be my last appointment. My doctor wanted to refer me to a fertility specialist but there is no point if I am not allowed to have any more children.
I found out a friend was pregnant the week I found out about the loss. I have been completely avoiding the girl as I just don't want to see her happiness.
Another friend, who is well aware of the ongoing issues and the trouble I have had dealing with everything sent me a text message today. With a picture of her ultrasound showing her healthy baby and announcing she is pregnant. Is it just me, or was that completely and utterly insensitive. Ugh. Over it. Over life and being dealt crummy hands over and over again.