That's how I feel - this ordeal is just never ending.
As I said in a previous post, on Monday, Oct 25th I had some bleeding, went to the doctor, and found out that there was no heartbeat. On Tuesday, Oct 26th, I took the pills they gave me to induce the miscarriage. I had some cramping, bleeding, and clotting, which has continued off and on ever since.
I never actually saw the fetal tissue pass, but since I had had so much bleeding and clotting, I had assumed that I had a complete miscarriage. I mean, I've never done this before - I didn't know what to expect.
Today I went back for my two week check up, and no. The past two weeks have pretty much been all for naught - the fetus hasn't passed. So I'm going in for a D&C on Friday.
I just feel....gutted, all over again. Like, I dunno, I just feel like this has brought me back to square one, and like I haven't made any progress towards healing or putting this behind me. I just want this to be over. I SO wish I would have had the D&C two weeks ago instead of just prolonging everything.