I'm sad to say I'm joining you all today. I went in for an ultrasound today knowing the likelihood of my results were going to be bad. The baby stopped growing and no heartbeat was detected, 7 days after we found a heartbeat. I had been experiencing many symptoms of a miscarriage but the dr. reassured me last week that they were "normal". Sometimes I think I need to learn to trust my gut instinct. This was my first pregnancy and all the emotions are a lot to handle. I think my husband and I are doing well. I'm looking forward to not being nauseous and seeing friends this summer.
Bad thing though, I haven't miscarried the baby yet. The doctor prefers I go natural and has an appt. set up for in 7 days in case I haven't completed the process. I'm so nervous and not looking forward to the upcoming events. I don't want to see anything, feel anything, and just move forward. I have been bleeding a lot, cramping, and super nauseated. It's so hard dealing with the emotions of the loss but then also knowing I'm going to have to deal with the physical part as well. Sorry for the details, but I hope venting through this message board will help my emotional recovery.