I need to vent. I feel like since I lost this second baby my life has become stagnant. I haven't met any new people, forged any friendships or maintained any previous friendships. I moved to another province before my first loss. I've been here two years now and have had a loss each year. Being away from family and friends was extra hard for me because of that. I'm very close to my family and I had some really great strong friendships when I was back home. Since moving here, I've really missed that. And I have really needed the support that those relationships would have given me. For various reasons, friendships here just haven't worked out. Pregnancies, work issues and other things have kind of gotten in the way of developing any budding friendships. And, if I'm honest, I'm not the happiest or most outgoing since. I try, but people seem to avoid me now and I used to make friends so easily. I'm not sure what I'm dong wrong now. Maybe I'm just over sensative. I'm being treated for anxiety and depression and knowing that has made me second guess almost everything I do. I feel broken and I'm stuck. Thanks for listening.