I am feeling really bad that i havent been down in the dumps and taken the time to grieve about losing the baby. Is it normal that i have gone about my day just fine, still cooking dinner, playing outside with the kids and not crying? I'm afraid that i might be fine now, but if and when dh leaves to go back i might end up losing it then, which would be a bad thing, since i will then have no one to lean on. Has anyone else not felt really sad at first? I came to terms that this happened for a reason i'm not sure if that is why i am at ease right now.