as if it were not enough to live through it, I have to dream about it too?
I debated on sharing this, but I have to get it out. Its graphic, I am sorry. please be warned.......
I went to a doc to see about why I was still bleeding... all of a sudden my belly swelled up and you could see it moving, like someone was kicking in there. For a quick second, it was even see-through! I could see a baby moving inside. I ran to the doc in her office, screaming that there was a baby for sure, and I had not miscarried. She did an ultrasound, and there it was, a little boy bouncing around. She told me that I must have been pg with twins, and lost the little girl. But here was the other one just healthy as could be. Oh, and my husband was being played by Matt Damon (the only chuckly part of the dream).
So of course, today I am a mess. Will someone please tell my subconscious that its not cool to do that?