A year ago today, my pregnancy officially ended with a D&C. After 2 years and lots of fertility treatments, I had finally become pregnant. I can't believe it's been a whole year and I really never thought a year would go by without me getting pregnant again. This afternoon I left the house and a butterfly flew right at my car. It reminded me of the butterfly pin they gave me at the hospital after the d&c. I am really beginning to wonder if that was destined to be my only pregnancy. I really need to be upbeat-we are going through IVF and I don't want a negative attitude to ruin our chances, but I am just feeling so down about my chances today. And thinking of my baby who would be almost 5 months old.