I just found out on Friday that I'm pregnant, after finally breaking down and going to see a doctor about why I've been spotting between periods the last couple of months. It makes no sense, because while I missed my August period, I've had three since then. My doctor said that it looks like the bleeding is because I'm having another miscarriage. Part of me is hoping beyond all hope that it's not true, but the more rational part of me knows that it's the most logical explanation for the bleeding.
It's so hard to wait until tomorrow to get the results back from my first quantitative hcg draw. I am just beside myself with worry, and I have to play it off to the people close to me, because none of them know that I'm pregnant.