Hi Ladies- Unfortunately today I learned at 6 weeks I've suffered a m/c. This is by far the worst feeling I have ever felt. I just can't imagine this getting better or going away. DH is so sweet and supportive but tonight he even shed a few tears. We got pregnant on the first try and immediately got all the books/videos, started planning the next 9 months and beyond. The fact that we got so excited just makes it so much harder to accept. Coming home from the doctor to all of the pregnancy/baby books really hit me hard. I know it's only day 1 for my grief but I just don't know how I'm going to move on- work on Monday, Christmas parties next week, Thanksgiving with my family.
I also can't even imagine TTC again. We want a child so badly but this feeling is just awful, I'm not sure I can go through it again.
Thanks for listening- I just feel so lost tonight and needed to get it out somewhere.