Hello. I've never been on this board before. I've lost 4 babies before I had my DD. Now I've lost another. I was unexpectedly pregnant. My husband and I had not been TTC and I was on the BCP but we still got a BFP on Aug 8th 2008 unfortunatly I started bleeding yesterday. Its certainly a M/C and I'm having some very mixed emotions.
I'm not relieved although I do understand that having a baby right now would have been very stressful for my husband and I. We have a 1 year old, I'm back in college. My husband is working on getting promoted and not to mention we're working on our marriage at the moment... so the news of a second baby was a shock and full of fear and stress... but it seems like just as we are getting used to the idea and grasping the news we loose the baby.... I'm so confused. I belive in God and I know He has His hands in everything. There is a reason for this... but it doesn't make it any easier. I was of course going to keep this baby.
And another problem I'm having is... with M/C it makes me want another baby so bad!! But my situation hasn't changed, it is STILL not the most great time to add to our family.
I just need some support and prayers from whomever can offer them.
Thanks so much.