Today we had to go to the funeral home. We are having Gabi creamated. It was a mercifully short visit - we only had to sign some papers. The funeral home is very caring. They waived a lot of fees because she was just a baby. They also donated a small urn - it's pink with angels on it. I think she would have thought it was pretty.
It's just hard when it hits. Sometimes I feel ok, and then sometimes I am overcome. Having to go to a funeral home for my baby girl was devastating.