To begin, an introduction :
At the end of August I found out I was pregnant. Although it was a big surprise, as my husband and I thought our family was complete, we quickly adjusted and became very excited to be having another baby. I have a DSD, 8, and we have a DD 2 1/2 together.
Sadly, on Tuesday at my first Dr. appointment, I found that my baby had stopped growing around two weeks ago, and had no HB. I was almost 11 weeks along. Later that day I started bleeding heavily and cramping. I went back to see the doctor yesterday and he seemed to think the miscarriage was complete, but gave me some medication to make sure that I passed "everything". I'm still cramping alot today, and feel pretty yucky. Emotionally, I think I'm doing okay, though I'm feeling sad and mostly want to be alone.
The strange thing today, is that I can't seem to stop thinking about when we can try again. Is that weird? I didn't think I wanted another baby, but now it is all I can think about. It seems so cruel to have just gotten used to the idea of totally changing our plans for our family, then to have it taken away. Now I just can't go back to thinking our family is complete. My husband thinks we should take some time to think about what we really want for our family, but I just want to get pregnant again as soon as possible and have a baby. Maybe I'm still just too hormonal.
The other really weird thing is that we are the third couple in my husband's family to have miscarriage in the last month
Anyway, thanks for letting me vent, and for having a place that I can come to share.