I'm not sure if it's totally to do with this but one of the other mothers in our playgroup found out she was pg yesterday. and I"m so so happy for her, but at the same time it made me sad.
I'm just in kind of a mood I guess. Thanks for listening.
Im sorry. I totally understand how you feel, my best friend is due to give birth any day, and I find myself thinking its so unfair. I think your feelings are completely normal, but im so sorry you have to go through this.