I lost my first baby on June 9, 2007 -
In October, after a failed IVF cycle and a ton of prayers....We got our second bfp. Less than two weeks later we found out we were expecting not one miracle, but two miracles. We feel so blessed.
Unfortunately at my 8 week f/u u/s on 11-16, DH and I witnessed the last few beats of my Baby 'B's heart beat. We were sent to the hospital and received confirmation that there was no longer any cardiac activity. We are so heartbroken. I am in shock that I now have 2 angel babies - only months apart. I relived all the feeling of - what could I have done differently? Did I do something to harm the baby? Will I do the same to harm Baby 'A'? I know these thoughts are irrational, but I am having trouble grasping how/why this has happened. I am slowly coming more at peace with this, but with the holidays approaching, I know it will be difficult.
Thanks for reading and as always, thanks for your support.