So, it has been almost three weeks and I have been told by several people that not only am I not getting better, that I have basically become a different person. So, I have emailed my doctor in hopes that he can recommend someone for me to see. I am still crying almost every day, I don't go out to do much of anything, even a trip to the gym the other day did nothing to lift my spirits. I've tried walking home from the Metro station, that doesn't make me feel better either. I barely sleep on work nights, and then stay in bed or nap half the day on weekends.
I feel like even more of a failure now. Not only could I not take care of my own child, now I can't even manage to take care of myself. My only goal each day is to make it to work, so I don't fired. Guess that counts for something, right?