I was 14 wks exactly today and they think the baby died just yesterday or the day before. There was no fluid around the baby at all. Sunday night I had a lot of pressure and felt the need to pee a lot like a lot a lot. I was concerned I had a UTI or something but had heard my precious baby on my doppler just a bit before that started. So I wonder if I lost the fluid then but my MW says she thinks I would have leaked fluid for hours even if it was just a trickle and I didnt. I want answers but know I wont get them most likely. My MW thinks that maybe the baby didnt grow kidneys properly and couldnt produce enough fluid to sustain it. I have had two m/c before and feel kinda mad that I have to go through this all again though my other m/c were early and this one will be tougher to go through they say. I wanted to have a d&c like I did with my first loss but I am too far along. My 2nd was on my own at home and it was painful and long. I have to go meet with an ob tomorrow moring just exactly where I want to go again. I may have to be induced with cytotec and I really dont want that but will do whatever the dr says is best. I have other children but we want to try again and I want whatever will cause the less harm to me. Gosh I hate this. I dont want this to have happened and it kiilled me to tell my kids that the baby died. They took it well though. I feel stupid for telling them that I was pg but I honstly thought I was in the clear I had even felt flutters. I alternate between numbness and crying and feeling sick to my stomach. Ugh this sucks. I know I will be okay and that I am lucky to have other kids but it just hurts and it sucks. I dont even know what to do with myself really.