Hello all... I wanted to offer a ray of hope to those who have miscarried. I miscarried 4 weeks (to the day) ago. I can joyfuly say that AF is here and I have never been happier. There were days when I thought I would never be normal again, but here I am, just four weeks out and I feel like the burden has lifted. AF means I have healed physically and my body is ready to try again. I thank my lucky stars every day that I feel this way.
I hope this doesn't offend anyone. I understand those rough days where you hate those who are happy and moving on. I understand the feeling of despair that lingers after you lose your child. However, I also want to assure everyone that it will get better. You will never forget your baby, but you will find peace eventually and the will to move on will come back.
I will say this one last thing, though. While I am very excited to TTC again, there is some apprehension now. I have a feeling that the OB/GYN is going to be a little taken aback by my new pushy behavior. This time around, I am getting a blood test early, so that I can prepare if necessary. No more of this surprise loss business.
Love to all of you strong mommies out there. You deserve a medal for living with a pain that most people cannot understand. I wish everyone the best and (no offense) I hope I never have to be back on this board again. Still, it is nice to know it is here.
Sleep in peace baby girl... :sleepygirl: